If Zetasha is loyal to anything it’s the pursuit if science and knowledge, and that’s about it. She doesn’t really let many in, even her girlfriend only gets to be close to her to an extent and if she proved somehow unuseful or unworthy to Zetasha the mordesh wouldn’t think twice about disposing of her. She helps those who come to her hospital because it is her job and in a way an extension on her own medical research (specially when she gets to treat lesser known illnesses), but she doesn’t do it out of any real loyalty to the exiles or otherwise.
((The rare Zetasha smile. haha. Art by the lovely sushisoda ))
Sometimes I forget how much shorter my partner is then myself. It is…amusing, somehow.
Sometimes looking through your past is not the best option… It opens up wounds you thought closed…
That’s right, I’m picking on your moral compasses this week! Murder should never be taken lightly, but this is a video game and death is everywhere, so why not explore that very first kill in your characters life?
It’s a hard life out there in Nexus and people do what they must to survive, including murder. If your character had to take a life how would it impact them? If they already did, what was it like for them the first time? How and why did it happen?
As always, answering is optional (but it is fun to think about and might inspire drabbles later on), and if you feel it’s a spoiler then by all means, skip it!
Have fun ~!
Zetasha was also a doctor pre-contagion and her first time killing someone was when she failed to save someone’s life. It was very hard on her, and she almost gave up her practice but family and friends at the time managed to keep her on track. Eventually she’d grow cold to the concept of someone dying under her knife though and nowadays she doesn’t really feel much when it happens. If anything she blames it on the person for not having enough willpower to fight to stay alive.
My Mordesh Medic, Zetasha. I just love her color scheme so I had a ton of fun coloring it!